I’ll get to the bottom of it…I have been really sensitive lately and it has nothing to do with who I am taking to or what I am doing, it is just a burst of emotion that gets me. It’s silly really. Why does this happen? So things bug me, that doesn’t make me a bad person right, for wanting space or wanting to let off some steam.
What I need is a good way to just let go of things and help me relax. Any ideas that may help? I think I need to learn to play the drums. It’s actually something I have always wanted to play but never did. That would be an awesome way to let off some steam. If anyone knows other ways please let me know.
Maybe I need to sleep a little longer. I always try to fall asleep early but can’t and I always end up waking up around 6am. I always look forward to Saturdays because every Saturday is when I convince myself that I will wake up late but I end up laying in bed early in the morning, not able to stay asleep past 7am. Ahh the perks of being an adult…not!
Either way, I am glad I have gotten a little better in dealing with things. I still have a lot to learn and a lot to manage but I think as of right now I am getting the ball in motion. Thank You WordPress for letting me let out my thoughts and Thank You to any readers that may actually take the time to read my silly rants.
May God Bless You All!!
The past few weeks I have been in such a stump with myself and it has caused me to not love myself very much. It’s just been one of those months where I am just fed up with what I do and what I don’t do, all that junk. I wanted to let my readers know that I will begin writing again about my everyday struggles that I have been having with my anxiety and just how everything has been for me. I know that writing really helps me get things out and actually helps me unwind and let go of what may be on my mind, so I am looking forward to writing at least three times a week. It is not only something that will help me but I also still wish to help others and get feedback on how others deal with their everyday lives, anxiety, etc.
I want to touch base on what has been going on in my life these past few weeks. My job is great. I am still learning how to better assist children with special needs but let me tell you, it is teaching me how to better deal with myself. I see these children deal with stressful situations and I feel for them. I understand their struggles they may be having with themselves and it just shows me how important it is to have people there just for comfort. Speaking of comfort, I had the opportunity to show my husband some short videos on anxiety and how it affects people who struggle with it. He was upset with me awhile ago because I have been in such an uncomfortable place with myself and been getting anxiety attacks, so I had to try to show him what I go through and why it may happen. It helped a little. He understands a little more and is a little more supportive about it which is great for me. I think this month has been tough on me because right before New Years Day my dog passed away in a very ugly way and it was something that I can not get out of my mind. In fact I know for sure that it has been triggering some anxiety especially since I feel for my other dog, she lost her buddy….
Well that was just a small piece of why I have been away for so long, but I am hoping that I get out of this stump and get cheery again. I love writing and I love reading everyone’s posts. I can’t wait to hear what all of you have to say and also can’t wait to share my life with you all again!!